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I am not hoping. I believe you will.

24hrs a day - 10 hours spent sleeping, 8 hours spent slacking/eating and 6 hours spent studying. Not good. I can just imagine the ratio for those "foreign talents" - 8 hours of sleep, 4 hours of slacking/eating and 12 hours of studying. Thats like 2x my studying time. When will I ever achieve that kind of stamina?


I always think that no one should feel inferior to others but in recent times, I changed my mind. It has been so damn long since I actually felt inferior to someone. Well it is a positive feeling. It brings about a desire in me to do better, to stand on the same level as the person. I am really fascinated and attracted to people whom I feel are more intelligent, more elite (but humble) etc etc than me. Maybe.. one day.. I will be on the same level as her..


On the other end, there are some people who are obviously way inferior than most others but they act like they are way superior. Someone needs to wake them up. Like seriously.

This is like a sequel to my below post.

I was feeling so elated yesterday.. then before I went to sleep, I suddenly felt.. so.. wrecked again. I mean.. that was definitely like the one of the highest points of life. I cannot possibly feel any better than that. Then I got struck by this feeling that.. my life can only go downhill since I am at the top now. Such irony. Its so funny.

The chilly wind whipped my both cheeks hard. And the man next to me said ’Everything is gonna be alright’. I said ’Nothing is gonna be alright, but thank you anyway’. And then I saw your face in the airplane window. I waved my hands and I shouted to you:

From the start of the semester till now, I haven't really enjoyed myself in school. Long travelling time, quarrels, homework, really difficult tests etc etc.. week after week of nonsense..


However today for the first time I actually felt DAMN HAPPY(yeah sounds damn childish but wait till your life gets messed up then you will know haha).. like seriously.. not that I was like damn depressed and stuff but today was like.. wow. If the 6 weeks of crap were meant to negate what happened today, it was well worth it.


All the jokes and laughter my god haha. At first I thought it would be hard to click but everything just fell in place. It has been quite some time since I actually REALLY laughed. Most of the time when I laugh it is just that I am trying to entertain the other party actually. I declare it to be the most memorable day of sem1. The most memorable 25 minutes actually.. but oh well it makes up for the whole day.

1) They take 2 weeks to get the insurance company to come down to see the car.

2) They take another week to work out a deal with the company.

3) They take 3 weeks to repair and ship stuff.

4) Then they tell me one spare part wasn't shipped over, waiting another week for part to be shipped to SG.

5) So now they tell me the part just arrived. Need another week to fix.


So in total, 8 weeks are being spent to repair a car which suffered NO ENGINE damage. Only gearbox and exterior. I mean I understand no one is expected to work to his best everyday with an average salary.. but 8 weeks is a bit.. RIDICULOUS?


And you know what I am going to tell them after they give me back my car? GO FUCK YOURSELF. Oh there is this wonderful feedback form too. Finally I realize what a feedback form is for.

Okay this is to you, the person who keeps asking whether this post or that post is refering to you. If you are not the person, how about clicking the cross on the top right hand corner of your screen?


I am saying it here because I know you will read this and I think if I just talk about this to you you will just ignore me and might think I am damn irritating etc but.. I just have to say this. As you said you don't like to talk about things, you just want to forget them. But it is like.. if I don't I think things will get worse and I don't really know what you're thinking so yar..

Firstly, I will just do whatever you think I should do ok. You got to tell me in the first place too actually.

Secondly, just don't lie and speak what is on your mind. I mean, I am not going to get angry or whatever at what you are going to say. I can't stop you from lying but what is the point of lying?

Yeah that is all. I think if I say anymore it will be really extreme and over the top then you might really have problems with me haha.

.. goes to yours truly.


I am really foolish. Of all weaknesses to have..

It is okay to be elitist.

Arrogance is fine.

Being selfish at times is normal.

Rudeness? Doesn't matter.

Low self-esteem? No one really cares actually.

You are an introvert? Can be cured.

Attention seeker? Thats your style.


The one common thing in all of the above is.. these people are what they are at face value. No hidden samurai knives. There are only two types of people I cannot stand. First one - hypocrites. It is disgusting.

The second one - people who betray the trust placed in them. That is the absolute WORST thing that a person can do. Most of the time I am not really angry with people no matter what they do.. it is really hard to get my mood down. However, when I find out that someone has betrayed the trust I placed in him/her.. I would really really be disappointed. Like seriously.


If you ever betrayed someone else's trust.. it is better.. to admit.. than wait for the person to find out. It would be less disappointing.

1) People trying to get to the door to get off the MRT/bus when it is still 10000000 miles away from the next stop. It is not like you won't be able to get off the train/bus.

2) Modified cars/bikes making a hell lot of noise.

3) People (quite often a specific group of people based on my own experience) talking loudly in the library (a common occurrence in NUS library).

4) People wearing caps in lecture theatre or classroom.

5) Not being able to get to sleep.

6) Not being able to read minds.

Tutorials after tutorials.. omg..