no comments..

.. that you would actually do something to salvage this mess.



All the things that I have done for you is worth less than 2 jokes cracked in a friendly and fun way. I just don't get it.

When people make fun of you in a friendly way, no problem. I do the same, wow, a different outcome. Even apologies don't work.



Okay nevermind I should just forget everything. Now the best thing to hope for is for you to do well and get along normally with others.. then hope that I will never ever see you again after this.

I care because..

a. It is mutual.
b. It will be reciprocated.
c. None of the above.


I help because..

a. I got too much time.
b. I get a kick out of helping people.
c. None of the above.


I am always the one making the first move to make up because..

a. I am always and the only one at fault.
b. I got too much time to spare to think of solutions and stuff.
c. None of the above.



I did all I could. What else do you want me to do? Oh yeah most probably if I do anything more you will be blowing your top off at me and I will be there totally bewildered at whats happening. We are just friends like you said so maybe you should just tell me what you want then we won't be having so much problems. It is that simple. Just stop complicating things. Or you can just go on your own path in life with people telling you everything is rosy and fine and saying lots of nice things to you.

Obviously, it was planned meticulously on hindsight.


I can't be bothered about a lot of stuff really, there are bigger worries around, so I just took the bait.



I don't know whether you felt exhilaration or satisfaction but I am sure it was wonderful for you. How about me?


I realized it doesn't really matter to you after what you have told me. All the things that you did. I had faith and trust in you. I always like to see the better side but it was all wrong. Everything is just falling like dominoes.


How could I have misjudged so badly?

Gerald graduated/was to graduate with a second-class upper degree in computer science in 2011. After that, he continued/will continue his studies in social work/hospice care. He began working/was to work as a hospice care officer in 2014. It wasn't until his 21st birthday that he realized that he needed to find some meaning in life, which propelled him towards the sector of hospice care.


It was a tragedy to have his life exchanged for another's life, but a blessing at the same time. In loving memory.


Just in case you know.. something happens then you guys can use this entry. Oh and tong pong can have my car. If it ever gets fixed. They are damn slow.

It is not that I can't adapt but I really don't want to.


And I need to look for some people to share cab back to AMK with for 2 months.. 4hrs of travelling per day is crazy.


What a wonderful life.